hMm..din bl0g f0r l0ng..heh..was using mails as daily dairy..so nv much update here..well..guess y the dae to update ne..coz my darl darl tml will be having his POP le..means..his 3months bmt will be over..yay..but no la..still needa post to units..heh..well..still happi..another 1yr plus..to go..den..we can get back to our swt swt life again..muz be very xin ku for darl..teng ni ar baobei..jia you..time realli flies so fast..before tat still waiting ns letter..den jiu first book in..confine for two weeks..den first book out..now jiu last dae in bmt..tml POP..wow..guess darl muz be very she bu de his mates..going thru every diff period tgt..also she bu de tekong??heh..dun tink so ba..the book in n out de ferry n bus is enuf to make my dearie afraid??ha..anyway..ur la0p0 will be by ur side to pei u thru every hardship n happi times..^^xin teng ni baobei..yyano..<33
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 12:40 AM
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hMm..is juNE 29th..timE fly realli fast..was mentioning tat dae..dar book out after the 2wks..den haven spend much timE with him..jiu b00k in again..kinda fast..realli is happi m0ments fly so fast??or is the earth spinning kinda fast??no wonder so giddy..lol..if time fly realli fast..den hope tat tis 2yrs can over quickly??realli miss him lotsa..huggie darling tightly..xin ku le orhz..muackz..now to look fwd for the next fri..like my msn nick..every fri is love dae..~ als0 l00king fwd to sep 9th..err..dar grad frm bmt??supposingly like tat sae ba..duno how sae also..ha..muackz la0g0ng..last time de weekends kinda boring..now at least got smthing to look fwd to..^^YYANO <3
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 12:10 AM
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yiPpee..t0dae dAr b00k out..hmm..seeMs kinda fast right..tat timE juZ sae going..den go le..now out le..ltr veri s00n jiU sae over le??lol..actualli also dun0 tis two weeKs h0w i spent..luckily f0r my family n dar family..if n0t daes will be kinda b0red n sl0w..happi..get t0 t0uch da0 my h0ney^^s0 l0ng nv realli have a nice chat with him..or hug dao dar..t0daes feels great n happI..dun0 h0w t0 sh0w out..but deep inside heart realli happi..............feel s0 safe t0 see him..c0z dar fit fit le..can pr0tect his weakling la0p0??lol..muackz..aiai la0g0ng..jiA you..2wks alreadi over..s00n 2yrs als0 g0ing over??ha...but realli dun0 h0w t0 describe or show h0w i feel..m0ment i saw da0 dar..tears alm0st wanna filled my eyes??like s0 dramatic??zzz..l0ve la0g0ng..f0rever n ever.. n0 0ne will replace u de..n0 wrYs..<3
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 11:34 PM
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iS the 4th daE siNce dAr go nS..hmm..feel s0 l0nely??ha..err..how shld i sAe lehz..okiE..wAds truE l0ve??tiNk shlD be..any 0bstacle oR prob..also cAnt stanD in thEir wAy..n0 matter h0w diff the prob is..they als0 can overcome it de..even despite their family objection..or even g0t third party..thEy als0 can overc0me..till thE end??well..t0 mE..truE l0ve als0 includes the l0vE giVen t0 eAch othEr..can0t be replAced bY anyonE..whIch meAns..whEn uR 'partner' iS n0t reacHable..n whEn ur fAmily or fRens stay by uR siDe..surrouNd u..witH all the l0ve they caN give..it still caNt replaced the l0ve given by ur 'partnEr'...still will feel somewhAt empty??evEn iF thEy tells a j0ke..thE lauGh-ness or happIness is n0t thAt happI n0t thAt truE..n0t deEp frm heArt dE hAppi...perhAps iS kinD oF a mISS t0 uR partnEr??tAts wad i'm feeliNg now..w0ndEr d0es daR feels it t00??p00r daRling havE bEEn in 'tortuRe'??dun0 g0t timE miSS mE oR evEn feels thE waY i feeLing??ha..muZ be verY tirIng f0r hIm..guAi lA ba0bei..saYang..teNg nI..huGGie baby..muAckZ..n0 onE g0na replacEd thE l0ve u caN givE..s0 n0 wrYs..YYANO <3
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 1:10 AM
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t0dae iS 12 juNe..thE daE whIch i'm n0t l00kIng f0rwArd t0..c0z daR will bE mIa f0r 2 weeKs aftEr t0daE..iS daR frm b0Y t0 mAn daE??lol..nS la..earLy m0rning 9am+ wE w0kE up..deN meet up with daR famiLy n dAr at sEm statIon..heAding to pasir ris den frm dere g0t free shuttlE buS to sAf ferrY termInal..deN at ferry terminal take ferry g0 pulau tEk0ng..ha..talk da0 ferry n0w i still a bit shacky??lol..aftEr aligHting frM ferry daR n uS g0 seperatE way..dun0 he g0 wheRe..but g0t onE buS drivE uS c c l00k l00k..till halF waY we g0t dwN..deN viSit aroUnd..saw their bedrm..n canteen..swimming pool..activites rm..paradE sq..n dun0 waD le..hA..kinda blur de..aftEr which take a break le den proceed to the audi rm..see video n oath taking ceremonY..den meet up witH dar f0r lunCh..err...f00d wiSe..n0t bad??zzz..hahaha..eat ha0 luncH dAr jIu g0 assEmblE lia0..wE caN staNd c0rner see..buT daR nv saw da0 uS..aftEr whIch jiu g0 hm..supEr miSS daR de..sad sad..see theiR lifE like kinda xin ku de..~h0ney ar...iF g0t trAining cant takE it..muZ saY out..deN puSh ovEr ur limits..~saYang ar..nv cRy..but secreTly droPing teArs w/o any0ne seeIng??ha..dUn waN daR wrY ma...drInk lotSa watEr h0ney..deRe de weAther supEr h0t de..will heAt stroKe n dehydrAte ar..missY...muAckz..xIn ku lE orhz..la0p0 suPPort u ar..yyan0 ^^ <3
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 11:48 PM
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hMm..l0ng timE no bl0g le..bEen bz..witH..h0lidaEs??lol..sInce lAst yR my last job at the baNk..for juz one daE??ha..arOund mAy..dEn jIu holidaE till noW??verY long le..tiNk norMal persOn wont gEt t0 enjOy s0 long??thoUgh parentS d0 nag at timEs but stIll thAnks to thEm..tAt i gEt t0 enJoy such l0ng holidAes..reallI ratHer pS f0r slAcking s0 long peri0d..daR als0 peI w0 slAck but of c0z n0t as l0ng as me..buT still quitE l0ng..few m0nthS??siNce tiS yR de feB ba..aftEr valeNtine dE n0t l0ng..??hA..still can reM coz tiS yR de valentine daR g0t exaM..s0 din gEt t0 celebRate tgt..weLL bUt happI m0ments realli shoooo...so faSt..daR receivEd enliStmEnt lettEr at thE end oF apR..juNe 12 goIng in..tIme fLy reaLLi faSt..iS onE wK m0re b4 hIs disappearance..n0t suRe wAd ouR futuRe wIll be..h0pE we caN g0 thRu tiS haRd perIod n sUnshinE aftEr thE raIn??hA..enG de chenG yU..bUt reaLLi dun0 wAds wr0ng with me..durIng ouR holidAes tgt..i hav been findiNg faUlts wiTh hIm..kept quarrel n argue...i hate tis character of mine..i do wAn to be a swt n gentle de gerfren[a character btwn wife n mistress]??..but keep doing the opp..haiz..dar als0 useD t0 be gentle n caring..he do changed le..n0t as caring n gentle like b4..??mayb i keep irrates him..so he also tireD of me le..=--( i'm afraId if he go ns le will mix dao bad de frEns..den dUn waN me..tiNk he als0 afraiD tat i wiLL leavE hIm inbetween thIs perIod??buT i pr0miSe i w0nt..i reM i onCe tolD hiM tat hEs my dreAm gUy..all the expectation tat i expects frm my boyfren..he all passeD..s0..y wOulD i leavE my dreAm gUy f0r otHEr guy righT??if go see doc tink doc will diagnose me as 'b4 ns you yu zheng'?lol..like ppl got wad ' chan qian you yu' like tat??zzz...h0pe thIngs wiLL saIl sm00thly as wE m0vE on t0 oUR futuRe..muaCkz darLing..rIght hEre wAiting f0r u... =)muShy??l0l..
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 12:28 AM
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hMm..wanted t0 p0st the itinerary of taiwAn als0 thE last crUise trip bUt keep drag till n0w lazy liao..haha..overall shld saE quiTe fuN ba..bUt baCk t0 sG..thE STRESS als0 baCk lia0..yeaP..iS j0b j0b j0b..agAin..havE beeN reSting thE paSt feW m0ntHs..but can also saE a yr ba..c0z evEn wk als0 onE wk or a dae??zzz...i knw in faCt my pareNts r realli kind enuff or t00 d0te me lia0..c0z wheRe wiLL pareNts all0w their chilD n0 wk n0 stuDy..f0r a yr..i onli c da0 tiS kiNd of situatIon on tv...or maYb i'm the onli chIld??bUt suRe m0re or leSS they will nag..onLi nV reallI put preSSure..juZ tat recently they nag abit m0re jialat..maYb is c0z mum de b0ss givE the bonuS n paY n0t very 'generous'??she's been grumbling..deN jiU naG if mE t0 wk..haiZ..is n0t i duN wan..juZ dun0 y whEn g0 wk..jiU waN ppl pei luNch..den havE t0 wAke earLy..g0 hm al0ne..wiLL feel very miserable..but actualli everyone also live tis way??haiz..duo de liao yi shi duo bu liao yi sHi..so i guess n0 matter wad also muz wk de..like baby sae de..l00k things positively everything will be fine??hopefulli ba..an0ther stress de..is mummi side de aunts..every yr de new yr..will be l00king fwd..c0z..get t0 chats wit cousins..but tis yr..i dun dare l00k fwd..i dun even have the m00d to make hair or nails or wadsoever..although is adults prob..but still meet up will feel awkward..dun0 le..last m0nth or so als0 argue with qiNg over the work..c0z we promisE to wk tgt..but due to the oversea trip..she went to search job herself and gotten one juz the dae i back frm taiwan..supposingly i t0t she would sign those one or two month contract..but she signed till 6 months..juz nice by then Alvl results release..n if she can go U..which means we will n0t be able t0 wk tgt..so wad's the use of promising we can wk tgt in the first place??haiz...juZ feel at a poInt of timE when the person is close to me..somethings gona happen for the person to betray me..i'm afraid one dae i might lose my dar dar..simply afraid.. =(
dAr\ing huGgEd oN 11:47 PM
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